Sunday, September 14, 2014

MY FIRST KISS!!


MY FIRST KISSJ
*Ambulance siren*
                I don’t remember anything. All I remember is taking my grandson for a walk. But now I'm in an ambulance. My son is with me right now. I'm feeling too unconscious. I can feel someone whispering in my ears. “You will be alright.” 
*Deep silence* 
3 HOURS LATER.....!!
        “You don’t need to worry about anything it’s just a mild cardiac arrest, all he need is some rest. Don’t feel” Doctor said to My Son VICKY.  My son and my grandson came near me “Grandpa you didn't buy me a chocolate. you cheated me.” As always my 6yr old grandson comes with a complaint. Even I'm not in the situation to convince him. “Dad you’ll be alright soon. Doc said you can shift from the hospital within a week. No need to worry” my son tried to convince me. I don’t want to hear anything all I need was to see my sweetheart. yes, my wife. I know if she comes to know about my situation right now she’ll definitely get upset. But Don’t know whether I’ll be going back to my home and spend my rest of my days with her. before that, I need to see her once. I couldn't even speak. “Where is she?” I whispered to my son. He replied “DAD, mum is on the way with Priya. she’ll be here within an hour.” Hearing that I felt relaxed. Then I slept.
  I was in a deep sleep. But I heard a sound someone crying near me holding my hand. I knew it’s her. My swthrt. I opened my eyes. I saw her.  She was looking damn cute. Her sober eyes, Wrinkled face, big specs with grey hairs. As always she looked beautiful. I smiled seeing her. She shouted “If you go away leaving me here alone. I’ll kill you Ram” I laughed harder but I couldn't laugh anymore I coughed. Then she rubbed my chest and said “Don’t laugh you, idiot. I'm serious I won’t live without you. I need to spend rest of my life with you” As if we were new couples she was saying all these. I nodded my head and said “hmm. I won’t leave you alone.” she smiled and she put down her head to my chest and she rested down. I smiled coz it brought back all my memories of her. I said “I love you swthrt.” she broke down and sobbed like a child. She said “I love you too” and kissed me. Still, I can feel her soft lips. I can even die thousand times to get a kiss from her.
45 YEARS BACK....
  “swthrt, I want to see you now.” I cried like a child in my phone to her, she said “no way. You have to wait at least a month it’s our semester holidays. How can I come back from Kerala to Coimbatore now? Just wait for a month ram I’ll be back to my hubby” as always she prattled like a small kid. I said “hmm. With a sad tone.”  “Don’t be sad my hubby. I’ll give you a kiss if you laugh now.” I smiled just to get my swthrt’s kiss she passed her kiss through the phone. 
  I'm Ram doing my B.E final year at B.I.E.T. I hate my college but I came regularly just to see my sweetheart. She is my junior. I fell in love with her at the first sight. When I saw her first, she was wearing a blue colour salwar kameez. She looked angelic. She too loved me but not at the first site I think after 100th sight. I'm not a good looking guy as every girl dreams of. As I'm her senior it was not a big task for me to get her mobile number. Initially, we were just phonic friends but don’t know what made her fall for me. she too fell in love with me.  Now we are a couple. J It may look short. But it took 4 months for me to make her love this average guy: P
It was our semester holidays. She went to her hometown Cochin. During my college hours even though I'm not having any class I used to go to my college often to see her. But now she is in Kerala and I'm in Coimbatore. I still have to wait for a month to see her. Don’t know how am I going to live without seeing her. I missed her so much.
I was lying on my couch. Suddenly I got a call from her. I felt too happy. I attended her call and went to my terrace. She said “be ready tomorrow. You need to come here” I was shocked and asked “what are you saying?  How can I come there??”  “Everybody at my home is going to my cousin’s engagement at Palakkad. I'm not going.  So you need to come to my home at morning. They’ll be back only after 7 pm. So we can spend so much of time together. Understand. So I order you to come here tomorrow. I don’t want to listen to any of your excuses.” She said everything with a single breath. I really don’t know what to say her. How will I say to my mum and dad about me going to Cochin? But I didn't think about anything I just said yes I’ll b there.  The only reason is I want to see her. That’s it. Then she hung up the phone and went.  I came to my home. I thought about saying this to my mum but she won’t allow me to go to Kerala so I lied her saying am going out ooty for my friend’s engagement I’ll back by evening. I went to bed with so much of happiness. Am going to see her after so many days. I couldn't close my eyes. I just spent my time seeing her pics. I waited for my clock to tick 5. A few hours later...
Mum I'm leaving. I’ll be bake at evg. Bye, mum. Take care.” Hmm go safe dear. Call me once you reach there” My mother said. “Hmm, sure mum bye” saying dis I took my bike out and went to the bus stand. That is my first visit to Kerala. I haven’t gone there before. I even got the bus I’ll b there at 10 at the morning. She texted me when I entered the bus. We were chatting the whole time. All those guys in my bus were wearing lungis and they were shouting at Malayalam. I didn't understand anything they spoke I was just chatted with her on phone. I reached Kerala as she said I took a cab and went to her street. I saw her. She was waiting for me there. But she didn't saw me. Once I got the cab I hid near a car. She wore a lavender colour salwar kameez with a white border. She looked really cute. Her untied long hair kept blowing in the air and kissed her cheeks. Her fair skin glowed under the mornings light. The violet and white combination of her dress she wore made her look more Beautiful and elegant. I was watching my swthrt silently from a distance. Still, she didn't find me. She called me again and again. I took the phone and said “I’ll be there within an hour” even then she waited there. Then I went near her slowly and shouted behind her back, she screamed and turned back. After seeing me she started to shout. Her cheeks turned red. With her glowing skin tone, I can easily see it. I asked sorry but she was still angry. She walked away without saying anything. Then I shouted her name loudly. I took a rose from my bag and said “I love you swthrt. pls forgive me.” She turned to me and hugged me tightly .Everyone around there was seeing us. But she didn't mind anyone.  Then she took me to her home.
It was an apartment. As she said I was walking some few metres behind her. Coz her neighbours may see us. Then she kept her door open then I went inside. When I entered She hugged me saying “you idiot. Why the hell are you making me love you, again and again, huh?” I replied “I want to say this. you are killing me Daisy. I couldn't live without you and I mean it.”  She started to cry and said, “I won’t leave you ever.”  Then she went to the kitchen and brought me the Maggi which she cooked for me. That was her first cooking. I had. She has the same taste as of my mum does. I'm really lucky to have her. She also took me to her room and shown me all her childhood photos and jewels, she had. I was just watching her silently.  The only thing that ran through my mind is I should not leave her. I should make her happy always. She sat near to me. I wrapped my hand around her from behind placed my hands on her stomach and rested my chin on her right shoulder. I said “Daisy. Without you, I don’t want to live in this world. I should marry you. I should have my children with you. I should play with our grandchildren. When we grew old we should take them for a walk. I should be with you till my last breath. I love you dais.” listening to this She lifted her face and turned back to me. I stroked her hair. I felt compelled to move my face forward. Our faces were only a breath apart. I couldn't speak. I leaned over to kiss her. My lips met hers. We kissed. We kissed again and again. Then I kissed her lips, her cheeks, her neck and her lips again. I slid my hand under her salwar.  “Ram...” she said.  I shut her up with another kiss. She said, “love you, Ram .” Biting my lips. “You are the most amazing girl in the world” I said kissing her neck. I bit her and kissed her all the time. I wanted to draw her close and keep her with me forever. I wanted to show her how much she meant to me. I could give up anything for her. I kissed her hair and we made love for the first time.
NOW...
swthrt. Still, I couldn't forget your first kiss” I mumbled.  “Love you Ram” she replied and kissed me on my forehead.


1 comment:

  1. tears rolled:'(. good narration dear

    regards,
    sahaana

    ReplyDelete